I am seeing tunnel vision in a world that`s dark and cold,
I cannot believe how much I`ve changed since the days of old,
I know it`s temporary but
I need to focus straight,
I cannot believe I lost control of my fate,
I need forgiveness from the people I truely care about,
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out
I am gonna win,
I can`t afford to blow this one,
I hate myself sometimes,
I love myself,
I need this way of life because it holds me.
Contradiction`s the way of life
Happiness is wealthyness is healthy now
I`ve made it through those lies and deceit,
I think what`s done is done and I can`t complain anymore
I am sure now that I`ve found myself again it feels great
I can`t believe I`d lost control of my fate Send " 1" Ringtone to your Cell