A Smile That Explodes lyrics

Too young to fall
For a light I think I see
Can`t say for sure
The plants have died,
My hair has grown
From the thought of you
Coming home

Cuz it ain`t easier
Waking up at dawn
To find I lost my crown
If I found you there
With flowers in your hair

I`d hold you in my arms
Till we came back down
A smile that explodes
I could never understand

My (room?), too small
To get by without the help out alcohol
Pin my arm to the wall
Now I`m too gone to fight
Not afraid to fall

Cuz it ain`t easier
Waking up at dawn
To find I lost my crown
If I found you there
With flowers in your hair

I` d hold you in my arms
Until we came back down
A smile that explodes
I could never understand

I write one more
Letter I won`t send
Except for across the floor