If I could make it to my funeral, I`d scan the crowd for you
While all the speeches spill my life as suicide
I`d buy a ticket from the scalper just to show I hate the system
And you soon know I didn`t really care at all
Now I`m alive
So you can watch me from the heavens as I rain down on your head
Tell me what you`ve always wanted and I`ll give you love instead
And when I wake up from this dream, it`s you that I`ll regret
If I have to break a promise to you, I`ll break my hand instead
You thought that I`d put down my pen but instead
I put down the pills that keep me from the edge of breaking down
in the back of this hotel room
I saw you standing in the corner of court
With a fist full of evidence that led to this
whole situation of me and my plea for insanity
I`ll take you on
Now I`m alive
I`ll take you on
So you can watch me from the heavens as I rain down on your head
Tell me what you`ve always wanted and I`ll give you love instead
And when I wake up from this dream, it`s you that I`ll regret
If I have to break a promise to you, I`ll break my hand instead
If I could make it to my funeral,
I`d smile to the crowd and say to dry your tears cause I`m finally alive
So you can watch me from the heavens as I rain down on your head
Tell me what you`ve always wanted and I`ll give you love instead
And when I wake up from this dream, it`s you that I`ll regret
If I have to break a promise to you, I`ll break my hand instead