Aa lyrics

[Without mistakes there is no forgiving
without forgiving there is no love]
So this is life
the normal way
was there a sign
all through the day
I can`t find a sense for living
while the people smile and cry
They don`t give an damn about me
No, they do not even try
Is there a god or is there a solution
Farewell to you I`ve made this conclusion
to switch off the pain when my nerves are torn
my bodyic hurts cause it`s old and worn
Cancer eats my limbs, intestines and meat
mortal remains kept by mechanical beat
So you can`t help me even if you try
you think of me please tell me why
Tell me why
Tell me why is existence so dark for me
Tell me why should I come back to life for free
Tell me why do you want me to get up again
Tell me why should I follow the advice of men
Don`t ask me why