Absent lyrics

I breathe the absence of life, in a part of every breath I take
Inhaling afterthoughts of ruin...and regret
So no hope remains as I take another glass of pain
And I swallow knowing things will stay the same
I see that everything has gone so wrong for me
And I wait and see if I can welcome back the light
I`m following the suffering
And the ones that never heal
They`re a part of me and I can`t just leave them behind

So I cry these acid tears, as I weep for those like me
The ones whose apathy, ahderes them to this fate
So I lie awake and the bottle always calls my name
With an offering that I cannot refuse
Who will come to taste the quality of despair
It`s so sweet that I enjoy it time and time again
is it charity that calls to me selling fragments of her soul
Is a part of me foolish enough to indulge

When the time comes let the blow come quickly and the blood run red
I worry not `cause I`m already dead

So I`ll not speak my last words
For I`ve already said enough
Their painted on the walls
So will you bleed for me
And together we will cross the sea
Two for the ferryman to take our souls across
I see that everything has gone so wrong for me
And I wait to see if I can welcome back the light
Following the suffering for the best parts of my life
Now your rid of me
But I`m not the only one
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