Afraid Of Me lyrics

[Chorus x2]
I`m so
Hidden and you`re never gonna see
I`m cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I`m no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me

[Monoxide Child]
Now you can try to sedate me, assassinate or just hate me
But there`s nothing that you can do to me lately
Now I`m greatly accepted in the mind so I`m confused and intertwined
From being rejected so many times, I wanna leave it all behind
So kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for once
And run and tell your homies that these motherfuckers will die for us

So many questions, fingers pointing for answers
Suggesting that I`m the cancer that lingers inside the pasture
With green grass up to my neck, and situations that`s too fast
To think about and most people can`t dream about
A hundred million miles and every single second
And every time you hear this record I want you to feel me on every sentence
Reminisce from descendants of past treasures
We`ll embark on a journey that`ll stay alive forever
Plus I would stand over on my side of the fence
Regardless of the circumstances or the consequences

[Chorus x2]
I`m so
Hidden and you`re never gonna see
I`m cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I`m no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me

[Jamie Madrox]
I am my own worst enemy
I`m not the smartest motherfucker and shit, I don`t pretend to be
And why I am the way I am is not a mystery
My mind`s not in proper working order or in therapy
The brain`s confused and mentally abused
Life`s been hanging on a string so what the fuck I got to loose?
And what the fuck I got to prove to you?
If you don`t know me by now, you`ll never know me
You can put that on my real homies
I got problems and they stack like bills
And I relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killed
And I awaited in the shadows, awake in the dark
Hoping to talk to the passed on, I`m falling apart
I`m such a mess and decisive, I`m fading away
I`m out of touch with society and living today
Never relying on my sanity, I through it away
To become the maniac that`s got your attention today

[Chorus x2]
I`m so
Hidden and you`re never gonna see
I`m cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I`m no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me

[Monoxide Child]
Can you keep a secret?
Well I`m afraid world because they want me to die, can you believe it?
But I`m still alive... and been floating since `95
With my chin held high but I`m so dead inside
Let the problems just roll and put them back into a pile
Because it`s just a bunch of shit that I can`t deal with right now
And I`m tired of always guessing and messing it up again
And the next day it`s even deeper and I`m steady sinking in

[Jamie Madrox]
I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found
It was a vision of a child, disturbed and broke down
No soul, no heart because I gave it away
No time for feeling sorry, I`ll grieve another day
And all those tears are stored in storm clouds
That hover above me and cover the ugly
Continued to haunt me when I was feeling low
That`s the same reason I hold on and never let go

[Chorus x4]
I`m so
Hidden and you`re never gonna see
I`m cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I`m no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me