Amends lyrics

Well I`m sorry and I apologize

for any pain I may have caused you

and I made you my enemy

but now I need you as my friend

and I`ve been wrong for so long

not to ask for your forgiveness

and if you don`t accept, I`ll understand

but I need to make amends

but I need to make amends

It`s hard for me to say this

but I`ve been going through some changes

and I`m really not quite sure where to begin

I`ve been kissing devils

and fighting angels

putting the rest of you in danger

and blaming you for the turmoil beneath my skin

and my twisted versions of the truth

are a weak man`s attempt to look better than you

can`t believe your pain never gave you a grin

and I`ve wanted to kill a thousand times

but I think I just thought that I wouldn`t survive

but I found happiness ain`t something you win

Well I`m sorry and I apologize

for any pain I may have caused you

and I made you my enemy

but now I need you as my friend

and I`ve been wrong for so long

not to ask for your forgiveness

and if you don`t accept, I`ll understand

but I need to make amends

but I need to make amends

Well I`ve lied to you so many times

with a mad desire to control your mind

searching for things that no one finds

and I`ve killed your time and stole you blind

I`ve taught you things you don`t need to learn

so I can cut in line and take your turn

I`ve filled your head with snakes and worms

on my search for a bridge to burn

I wanna live with no uncertainty

but that man in the mirror`s been hurtin` me

and I`ve come to you `cause there`s nowhere else to go

Well I`m sorry and I apologize

for any pain I may have caused you

and I made you my enemy

but now I need you as my friend

and I`ve been wrong for so long

not to ask for your forgiveness

and if you don`t accept, I`ll understand

but I need to make amends

but I need to make amends

If you see me sad, don`t pity it

I`ve been a god damn idiot

My life, my fault, my actions make me break

and I can`t even see it, so be it

that`s what I think

when everybody`s gonna blame the world

I blame my mom and dad and put it in a song

I`m weak, so I act strong

I`m short, so I talk long

and layin` in the hospital

I think, have I been wrong?

all along

I`m 29, still playin` "look at me"

what am I, three?

self-esteem on E

can`t you see

I`ve been often neglegent

almost never benevolent

I think I`m intellegent

but mostly irrelevant

`cause I ain`t changed one bit

even though I quit

who cares if I`m sober if

I`m still gonna steal shit

I had to be broken down

another apocalypse

to see what I had missed

and just come and tell you this

my pride, gotta suck it up

my gut, gotta tuck it up

so here goes, dawg

I love you

I fucked it up

Well I`m sorry and I apologize

for any pain I may have caused you

and I made you my enemy

but now I need you as my friend

and I`ve been wrong for so long

not to ask for your forgiveness

and if you don`t accept, I`ll understand

but I need to make amends

but I need to make amends

Well I`m sorry and I apologize

for any pain I may have caused you

and I made you my enemy

but now I need you as my friend

and I`ve been wrong for so long

not to ask for your forgiveness

and if you don`t accept, I`ll understand

but I need to make amends

but I need to make amends