Among The Sleep lyrics

I`m seconds from meeting with the minds berg had to offer
And feed my thoughts to Christ to the altar
I wake up on a red floor
Axing a dead whore
My dick chewed up, why I let this bitch give me head for?
Pigs tryin` ta kick down the door, I`m out for me
Opened the sliding glass door and hopped off the balcony
Fell 30 flights to ? on 10th Av.
Landed on a FedEx-disguised meth lab
And after it blew up
I woke up and threw up
Stuck my hand in my pants, my shit ain`t chewed up
Wiped the puke from my face
Then leaved this place
With a 4-5 in the waist
At an elitist pace
No breeding space
I step out and show face
Within 3 minutes I`m approached for H
Then a shotgun to neck, now loose the weapon
And my scull fragments painted the sky for seconds

[Chorus]
Back to my brain like my brain is a home
While I roll with the fame I still aim at the throne
All my peers all sleep and I`m the only one not weak
Or am I unconscious dreaming I`m making a speech
Is this reality or my memory getting milage
Am I staring at the sun or blood vessels in my eyelids
Do I make music or is music making me
Is this really all death or just my awakening

I pick my head up, with a face full of drool
Look around the classroom, now I`m some geek in high school
Get fucked with in the hallway and can`t do shit
But write names on bullets and fill a few clips
No need for rags and vodka, got a locker
With enough fire-power to war with helicopters
First click to pass, I`m clicking to release
Each adolescent fist holding 4 police killers
And I ain`t paying for the clips I`m spendin`
When I shoot up the crowd like a ? convention
Feds storm the building for the sick boy with bal