Ashamed Of Myself lyrics

There isn`t a way that you can kiss me
That I haven`t already imagined
There isn`t a way that you can touch me
That you haven`t just by looking in my eyes

But it stops right there and it goes no further
All I have is the loneliness of desire
I want to ask you out but I`m just too shy
So I sit alone and think of what I`d do

I don`t want to be bad but I can`t help it
I don`t want to be bad but I can`t think straight
I don`t want to be bad -- you`re not making it easy
I want you so much I`m ashamed of myself
I want you so much I`m ashamed of myself

I don`t mean to blame you because I`m so neurotic
Am I allowed to talk of something so real
An emotional bulemic, I want to purge myself
I`m afraid to feel the way that I feel

The way you`re standing right now I`m filled with evil
I can`t tell you what`s really in my heart
I want to tell you that I love you, but I don`t even know you
I can`t tell you I lust you so I keep it to myself
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