It starts to tear me down
Destroyed by what I create
It left the nerve exposed
Feels like a lost cause
Frustration`s all I have left
It`s what reduced me to this
Turned me against myself
It`s still a lost cause
I can`t keep doing this to myself
But it`s the only way to forget who I am
Your disability
Kept pushing me away
It went beneath what`s so real to me
And threw it all away
I underestimated
The lengths that you would have gone
To deny who you are
You threw it all away
I will keep doing this to myself
`Cause it`s the only way to forget who I am
I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
The failure has to be all mine all mine now
I`ll turn my back on myself
If it`s my only way out
It can only help me if it hurts
I won`t give in to, I won`t give in to...
I wont become one with your lies
I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
The failure has to be all mine all mine now
I`ll turn my back on myself
If it`s my only way out
I`m too tired to feel anything anyway
I will keep doing this to myself
`Cause it`s the only way to forget who I am
I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
The failure has to be all mine all mine now
I`ll turn my back on myself
If it`s my only way out
I`m too tired to feel anything anyway