Bad Seed lyrics

Am I to blame?
If I won`t speak her name, if I won`t face her grave
Maybe I`m to blame, maybe I`m to blame
Since you`re gone, I`ve never felt the same

Well maybe I`m just a bad seed
Of the family
I`ll get my sleep without tear-stained sheets
And I`ll never come cryin` for sympathy

Well I need a place to run to
Yeah I need a place to hide
Yeah I need a place where I don`t need a smile as my disguise

Am I to blame?
If I won`t face your grave
Am I to blame? Am I to blame?
If I cannot bear to face your grave
And mother please shine down on me
Show me that I`m not the bad seed

Maybe I`m to blame, maybe I`m to blame
Since you`re gone I never felt the same

Well maybe my mind`s deceiving me
But I think you took the easy way out
You left me standing there empty handed
As soon as you put that gun in your mouth
So please don`t keep on asking
If there`s something wrong
`Cause you know damn well if I was fine
I would`ve never ever written this song

Am I to blame?
If I won`t face your grave