Barfly lyrics

One more fix just a little bit
of that heaven I found crawling in the sun
sitting, waiting, calling me
to indulge in this game that`ll set me free.

Another wasted night and here I am again
promises remain just promises and I don`t know why
A moment of weakness is a moment of clarity
I know what I want
Why fight the temptation when it`s all you`ve got
when it`s all I`ve ever known.

So I give in to the old ways of the past to start this off
Once again I drown myself, delivering from all I gained
Lies to myself won`t seem to justify the means
I`ve got no time to listen to your good advice
I`m doin just fine, down on my own down here.

I know one day this dance will bring me to my knees
it`s only a matter of time before I fall again but that`s alright.
It`s the little things in life that always
mean the most to me anyway,
so what if I go with a little piece of heaven
to take the edge away.

Just like the living dead I walk around this place
it`s not too bad here it really clouds
over piece of mind I never had
Call it escape from reality,
I call it lookin at the world
with both eyes open wide to the truth

I wanna be found smilin when I die here
I wanna burn my eyes out on the sun
In heavens basement you`re the one that killed me first
another endless night goes down

One more fix just a little bit
of that heaven I found crawlin in the sun
sittin, waitin, callin me to indulge in this game
that`ll set me free, a moment of weakness is all
I`ve got and it`s all I`ve ever known
another wasted night and here I am.