Beautiful Emptiness lyrics

Child:

You`re the worst of all
with all your accusations and compunction
I can`t suffer this duress from someone
so deprayed and selfish
You embody all that I`ve been through
Without you I am sure I will be loved

My existence conforms to your distress
Your ambition, the cause of mine
A disruption, I`m nothing, even less
Misfortunes never come singly, and I was there to stay

You don`t allow me a single place,
nor any love into your lives
An unperceived, annoying presence you`d rather ignore
But in my life you know you`ll leave a beautiful emptiness

Where you used to be
Impotent screams
will turn into the love of silence
My liberation, then silence,
will be perfect and pure
It`s all in my dreams;
I`ll remove you
and all our mutual disgust

In my dreams,
I solve the problem by removing it
My wish is to see you grovel
like you once forced me to!

There`s no other way, here`s my course of life
A path without the sickening trace of you
I need the beauty of a cleared, pure world
This eternal interruption of your rash life can save me!

You don`t allow me a single place,
nor any love into your lives
An unperceived, annoying presence you`d rather ignore
But in my life you know you`ll leave a beautiful emptiness

It`s sad to feel you don`t believe in love
It`s sad that you`re so cold,
and I`ll be the same if you keep on poisoning my life
Drowning in self-sacrificing visions
When you`re gone, then we will all be released

It`s sad; my life has been like hell so far
It`s sad that you`re the cause
And I`ll be cured in this beautiful, empty world
Floating, floating away with your perilous visions and hate
When you`re gone, silence will fill up the emptiness
When you`re gone, we all will be released

In my dreams I shall rinse my body and soul
My wish; the accomplishment lies here before me in my hands

I will be released from your accusing eyes
and torrents of verbal abuse
You`ll know the causes are your own mistakes
while life flows out of you
and exempts me forever!