Beautiful lyrics

`this is my heaven and this is my hell`

where are the depths that make me fall into
where is the walk that made me fall with you
where are the depths, at them I stare
where is the walk that made me dare
where are those impressions that I knew
now all I have are memories of you
where are those eyes, so near
where is sometime ago

I crucify my sadness
but just like Jesus it remains
I bury my tears
but I know the seeds are fertile
passion isn`t everlasting
thoughts rise anyway
I set my memories on fire
will-o`-the-wisps never guide a way

55 years ago a god departed
today for me another life has started
I drown in my own sorrow, revel in my mind
I let my tears rain down on me and say it`s beautiful

and I will travel down and I won`t care
some kind of angel looked into my eyes
I drown in my own sorrow, revel in my mind
I let my tears rain down on me and say it`s beautiful

the eyes, here and now and I die
filled with tears born in your eyes, I don`t cry
delirium, on your side, pass away
oh please don`t take it all away