Behind lyrics

If only I could trace that light
To ignore the blind
But you don`t know
so go ahead and find your sight
I`m out of my mind and now it`s time,
to count the bodies dead
last thing you know
a place to go you better check your head
You can never justify, no more reasons to excuse,
And you never can deny (all the tricks you try)
I can`t understand, what`s between you and me
and I feel no shame what I used to be
so I try to hide and deny my thoughts
What I keep inside, I`ll never look behind
Hold your head up, bite your tongue
So you dig your own grave
Speak your mind or sell your soul
stand before you fall
I`ve walked upon the water
without even getting wet
and there`s really not a thing
that I regret
everything I used to be has spiraled into insanity
every night I sweat and bleed