Betrayed lyrics

My darkest fears have become a frightening truth
And the wounds are hidden so you cannot feel the pain
For I have chosen the path of misery and sorrow
And my skin will continue to wither and decay

Happiness - where are you?
Will this grief be swept away?

This madness must stop or this world I`ll depart
As reality blends into horrific dreams
My departure from Earth is getting near
And as I approach death, I`ll show no fear

I need you here to ease this pain
For I fear it shall never dissipate
Yet you are so far away and the blood continues to flow

I felt your warmth - I can`t touch your skin
Remembering, as the knife caresses my flesh
And I summon forth suffering and despair
Yet it is something I do not wish to do

My blood absorbs the poisons
Drugged, confused - the walls enclose around me
My mind is so high - my spirit continues to fall

And the anguish recedes as life slips away
Breathless, I beckon eternal sleep
For I shall live no more to be with you
As I see your fate appear through the mist