Big Apple Heartbreak lyrics

this cant be home...anymore
this cant be home...anymore

if you think i
have not been missing
the way she breathes
you are mistaken, my friend
i`ve fallen down
so put your mouth on my bloody knees
one night with me and
i`ve broken your trust
i hate to be the bond
you know is going to bust
hurting lungs breathing
sighs of discust

this cant be home...anymore
this cant be home...anymore

now cold concrete
blank walls are staring
into your lonely eyes
i duck behind them i hope that you wont go
and ask for answers to why i made you cry

i never wanted us to fade out
resting on a love that fell apart
where are you?
i need you
you still have, still have my heart.

this cant be home...anymore
this cant be home...anymore

open up my heart
open up my heart
open up my heart