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Yeah, most of my adult life I`ve been torn into two
If you love me, then I love you and this song is for you
It`s tight hard when you know what you said
And your shorty seein` you as an emotional wreck
The closer I get, it`s like the farther I feel
And my heart has turned into this heavy armor and steel
It`s hard to be real, hard to listen to the dumb shit
And I take a lot of pills `cause it numbs shit
I wish I had another path to follow
Wish that I could be a man and learn to pass the bottle
A graphic novel, my future a box or an urn
Havin` dreams about death, but I`m not that concerned
And I`m diseased, through the seasons they turn
Watchin` leaves from the trees turn disease and they burn
I`m eager to learn, but I`m holdin` my breath
And everyday alive is just another closer to death
Yeah, I`ve been alive longer then I expected to be
And took care of everything that`s expected of me
Took care of my girl and my mother
I told her that I`m always here and I love her
I handle shit differently `cause I`m grown now
And the truth is that I`d rather be alone now
I`d rather not have to deal with the day
And I hate when people ask me how I`m feelin` today
My brother Rasul, we had a beef and grudge
But we grew up together, cousin, so it`s peace and love
I wish all the best, I wish all the shine
I wish I didn`t wanna offer my thoughts with a nine
I`m thoughtful and kind, but I`m evil alas
But everything I love has turned to a tedious task
I feel that life a waiting game for people to pass
But nobody ever want you to see through the mask
Yeah, I don`t wanna be a burden to y`all
I just wanna know exactly what my purpose is for
I feel like nothin` I do is ever right
And that I`m actin` a fool another night
And I admit, I don`t take care of myself
So I do a lot of thinkin` and preparing myself
`Cause the fact is my father died young and I might, too
And it ain`t any way to tell what I might do
I don`t wanna leave my mother behind
I don`t want for her to cry, because the struggle is mine
I don`t want for her to grind no more
I don`t want for her to work a 9-to-5 no more
I ain`t have to work a fuckin` 9-to-5 before
So I`m tryin` to get this money to provide for y`all
And if the shit ain`t work out and I`m suddenly gone
Just remember that the motherfuckin` love isn`t gone
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