Blue Sky lyrics

I find hard to breathe
As life just eats away
At the faces that surround me
They look tired today
The lady at my table
Doesn`t want me here
I just want to talk to her
But would she laugh to my accent
And make fun of me
It doesn`t seem like
The blue sky`s here for me

There are no girls in here
As far as I can see
Only pin up posters
Looking down at me
Watching papercups of coffee
Growing cold before my eyes
All the things I see
That makes me realize
I`m in this big world without you
Nothing tomy name
I never knew that
Blue sky meant such pain

I`m dying to be different
In the coffee shop
I lived to double strength
Now my supplies are cut
Oh, I`m older than my looks
And older than my years
I`m too young to take on
My deepest fears
I used to be confused
But now I just don`t know
Since you left I`ve been watching
Blue skies come and go