Bother lyrics

Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater

You don`t need to bother, I don`t need to be
I`ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on, I won`t let go `til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don`t need to bother; I don`t need to be
I`ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on, I won`t let go `til it bleeds

Wish I`d died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten with it`s memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries

And you don`t need to bother; I don`t need to be
I`ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on, I won`t let go `til it bleeds

You don`t need to bother; I don`t need to be
I`ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on... I`ll never live down my deceit