Memories consume Like opening the wound Im picking me apart again You all assume Im safe here in my room (unless I try to start again)
I dont want to be the one The battles always choose Cause inside I realize That Im the one confused
I dont know whats worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I dont know why I instigate And say what I dont mean I dont know how I got this way I know its not alright So Im Breaking the habit Tonight
Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again
Ill paint it on the walls Cause Im the one at fault Ill never fight again And this is how it ends
I dont know whats worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity To show you what I mean I dont know how I got this Ill never be alright So Im Breaking the habit Breaking the habit Tonight