Breaking The Habit Uncut lyrics

Memories consume like opening the wounds,
I`m picking me apart again.
You all assume, I`m safe here in my room,
Unless I try to start again.
I don`t want to be the one
The battles always choose,
Cuz inside I realize that I`m the one confused.

I don`t know what`s worth fighting for, or why I have to scream...
I don`t know why I instigate, and say what I don`t mean...
I don`t know how I got this way, I know it`s not alright...
So I`m breaking the habit,
I`m breaking the habit tonight.

Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door,
I try to catch my breath again.
I hurt so much more than any time before,
I have no options left again.

I don`t want to be the one the battles always choose,
Cuz inside I realize that I`m the one confused.

I don`t know what`s worth fighting for, or why I have to scream...
I don`t know why I instigate, and say what I don`t mean...
I don`t know how I got this way, Ill never be alright...
So I`m breaking the habit,
I`m breaking the habit tonight.

Ill paint it on the walls cuz Im the one that falls
Ill never fight again
And this is how it ends

I dont know whats worth fighting for or why I have to scream...
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean...
I don`t know how I got this way, I`ll never be alright...
So I`m breaking the habit,
I`m breaking the habit,
I`m breaking the habit tonight.