Broke Crossed lyrics

It`s too late to call,
Said the blue knight who keeps watch beside my wall
You said the sadness became small
You`ve grown immune and told yourself you wouldn`t fall
Convincing me seems to me so important when it shouldn`t be
When you deceive you only free
The part that keeps you as a part of me

But now I`m shocked and my pride`s been mocked
You`re pushing needles through my skin
In dreams I`ve walked where the gun is cocked
And the chamber takes a spin
Because the pain is sinking in

I`m rarely lost
But rather broke and crossed
Let me out, pull me in
Before my head caves in
My heart`s been tossed
And now my pain`s embossed
Pick me up, pull me down
Until I reach the ground

It`s too hot inside
As I reach out to my left, turn on my fan and sigh
I try again to close my eyes
I`ll be okay - I simply add to endless lies
Reminding me of what I`ve wasted
Hurts me more than being hated
Now my soul`s become shaded
And now my heart is coiled and braided

I hope to heal in time
I hope to clear my mind
I`ll wash you down with time
`Til I heal and feel fine
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