Burden lyrics

You could say I might find it difficult
To show it on the outside
From far away
I should seem as ordinary as would seem the truth
But all we find
Dishonesty and lies
It`s hard to recognize the truth
And why can`t I discover what the reason is
That I know there`s something left that I should prove

I didn`t mean to burden you
Is there something more to this?
I didn`t mean to burden you
Is there something more to this?
Was it something that I`ve already missed?

Peel away the fear that I`m not good enough
To give back what I`ve taken
It`s hard to say
The dissappointment tends to make
The optimism fade
I`m still behind and running out of time
It`s nothing but a trite excuse

And why can`t I discover what the reason is
That I know there`s something left that I should prove