Calendar Girl lyrics

If I am lost for a day
Try to find me
But if I don't come back
Then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day

December is darkest
In June there's no light
But this empty bedroom won't make anything right
And out on the landing
A friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night

Calendar girl
Who's in love with the world
Stay alive
Calendar girl
Who's in love with the world
Stay alive

I dreamed I was dying
As I so often do
And when I awoke
I was sure it was true
I ran to the window
Threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there
Please don't let me die

And I can't live forever
I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on the beach by the sea
The pages keep turning
I'll mark off each day with a cross
and I'll laugh about all that we've lost

Calendar girl
Who is lost to the world
Stay alive
Calendar girl
Who is lost to the world
Stay alive

January, February, March, April, May, I'm alive.
June, July, August, September, October, I'm alive.
November, December, yeah all through the winter
I'm alive
I'm alive.