Clove Smoke Carthasis lyrics

lean against the night and laugh as i try to scale the walls. ignored futility fills the air. you`re only there to watch me fall......if only pure sweetness was offered, why`s this bitter taste left in my mouth? if i could catch my breath, just to exhale, i`d know that i held it in too long....from above comes a faint smile. a new vantage, such a view. familiarity now disowned, just sit and stare as i walk away.