Comforting Lie lyrics

I started out on the wrong foot
Now i`m not myself
I am Jekyll, I am Hyde
Found this place to hide
Come seek me

Oh, so up and down
SO back and forth
So insecure
Can`t get this taste out of my mouth
Swallow it down
Pretend

Chours: Hold it, hold it all in
Let it build up
Build a bomb
Blow it, blow it away
Clear it all out
Just end it

I`m just a normal person
Without those problems
When did it change?
Admissions so embarrasing
I`m on the verge of tears again

Chours

Oh look i took the band- Aid off
Did i take it off too soon?
Hysterical confession
My big courageous move

Don`t gasp at the predictable
A comforting lie can`t last
Preordained checklist of this awkward love
It`s so sad

Chours

Sort it, sort it out
Just give it back
No thank you
Toss it,toss is away
Elimnate
Just give up

I can`t decide
This tug of war
I`m feeling weak