Counting Numbers lyrics

we are proud to get away some time to think alone
mixed feelings about the whole thing should you come back
i don`t know
today it was so hard being alone
i can hardly sing gotta hold on:
i`m trying i owe it every day that i wake and stay
(dues i`ll pay i`ll recognize from our days)
i`m gonna make it you got a lot of things to say
that i`m a selfish human being but i drove alone today
felt the wind and remembered everything
i laughed today and i`ll laugh again tomorrow
i count mistakes but i still gotta find the blessings
got thinking i`m not happy not thinking right
i can`t wash this away but gotta get it out of my mind
another lonely night all alone drunk in my bed
think until i close my eyes then wake up and find a new day