Cynical And Waking lyrics

I wake up, my head is soft
The pillows hard, and I`m lost
I hit the ground and laugh aloud
Get up after I get back down
I draw the shades, it`s a proud day
And I just wanna be locked away
The radio says it`s 20 to 8, it`s too early or I`m too late
There`s strings in me, planes and taxis
Free rides, cool rides, crooks and crazy`s
Hard days, long nights, and I wake up before it`s light
There`s cold sheets, in house movies
Shit water but lots of wine
Fast talking, fast men, fast food, fast everything
I`m shocking, I`m shaking
I`m cynical and waking
I`m raucous, I`m rude
I`m too good to be true
I`m ugly, I`m stupid
I`m cruel and cold hearted
I`m raucous, I`m rude
I`m too good to be true
I miss everyone but you know
I miss myself most of all
The city hums, the lights are on
The carpet blends into the walls
I left blood on the sheets
There were tears where my fingers bleed
On the wall I left my name
Figured heres my claim to fame
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