Damaged lyrics

waiting for the feeling to subside
paranoid i melt into myself
they say i`m to reach inside and find
the broken part of my machinery

psychoanalyze the chapters
on the path to my darkest days
searching for the answers,
all i see is damage through the haze

picking up the pieces of my live
with no direction for re-assembly
the one that lays beside me
is sharing scars of my broken yesterdays
will tomorrow find me hypnotized ? crying ?

mother mary in control, domineering stranglehold
sowing destructive seeds
for the scavenger to feed
diving the nail into my head,
memory flows like a river

with the one that lays beside me
i`m healing scars from my childhood memories
tomorrow finally found me
i`m hypnotized i`m trying..
to understand the chapters
of the path to my darkest day
searching for the answers
but there`s damage