Decompose lyrics

I awake to shades of grey
Stumbling silhouette just broke the ashtray
Try to remember why you`re in my room
The cocaine never lets you sleep

It only supplements the drinking
Did a chemical reaction transform you to this?
I don`t know what I`d do
if I ever saw you outside of my nightmares
Down on your knees saying your prayers

The whites in your eyes
Turned to yellow
You`re decomposing
Tobacco stained teeth hide behind cracking lips
Makes smiling hard without bleeding

It`s spinning out of control
This condition far worse than critical
Pinch myself awake but this is no dream
Wither and die in front of me

There`s been a big mistake ?‚?‘cause that shit you drank
was no love potion
You`re trying hard but getting nothing
I won`t play a part in this game of you self-destruction
Step outside you`re getting nothing