Denied lyrics

I`m trying, denying,
Why won`t you ever talk to me,
I know it, can`t show it,
I guess it`s kind of hard to see,

I`m learning, confirming,
The lies a thousand times before,
I know it, can`t blow it,
Not long before you shut the door,

I`m trying, denying,
I guess it`s never supposed to be,
It`s coming down now,
It`s coming down because of me,

When I look into your eyes,
You know you`ve got me hypnotized,
All I want is to hold on,
I know all these problems just begin,
It seems as if they`ll never end,
All I want is to hold on to you,

Want to lay back and close my eyes,
Dream of things I could not find,
Just lay back and close my eyes,

I`m trying, denying,
I guess it`s never supposed to be (just lay back and close my eyes),
It`s coming down now (just lay back and close my eyes),
It`s coming down because of me