Derailed lyrics

Horrible memories are back again
My horrible memories
They haven`t a friend
Sayin` it before
Now do it again
Memories of tragedies
Memories you scare me
I`m gonna inebriate them
I`m gonna inebriate them
I will get it
And i will use it
To my advantage
Right up to the brink
Of damage

I will suck from it
Every juice
Every drop
Put to use

You don`t know shit
So leave me be
I wanna wallow
In self pity

It`s happy hour on a sad train
I need these drinks to dull the pain
So don`t you question how do i cope
Oh can`t you see there is no hope
No reason though it rhymes
21 hours just me and mine

I will get it and i will use it to my advantage
Right up to the brink of damage

You don`t know shit
So leave me be
I wanna wallow
In self pity

It`s happy hour on a sad train
I need these drinks to dull the pain
So don`t you question how do i cope
Oh can`t you see there is no hope
No reason though it rhymes
21 hours just me and mine

My horrible memories are back again