Diamond Ring lyrics

Diamond ring,
I wonder what you bring
Cuz it feels like it is a lot to this hand,
if I don`t see
How every time I`m seeing clearly the sky fills ups with clouds
But I think I`m just affraid of leaving a world without...

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Surrender - will you marry me?
Ever after - what does it mean?
I don`t feel like being alone,
but I still don`t know
But I`m just asking myself,
cuz how`s a diamond ring supposed to know
Don`t insist it`s all an awful bliss
You can`t pretend like it isn`t all that bad
Or did you miss...
how every time I get to see her she`s just about to leave
and it looks like Halloween is still here on Christmas Eve

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I don`t feel like being alone,
but I still don`t know
Is a diamond ring just a shiny stone?
And I`ve felt like this for a long time,
and I know it shows
But I`m just asking myself,
cuz how`s a diamond ring supposed to know
And by the time I figure it out
I`ll probably be about the age of fifty-three
So now you`ve noticed how tight to my youth I cling,
Yeah, well no one said we have to let go easily

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