Dichotomy lyrics

Woke up to the headlights of a car
So I made a wish. it didn`t go real far
Forgiveness is hard when your heart`s a mess
And I gotta do something to make myself feel better
Like a bird from the sky
So I close my eyes and ask God why
And in my selfishness I realize
Sometimes things don`t go my way
So I`ve learned just how to compromise...
Should I cut my heart out so I can feel?
Let it subside to finally know what is real
Maybe I`ll take a trip down to the city
The lights look pretty
There`s something about the way I sit and stare that makes me feel
Like a bird from the sky
So I close my eyes and ask God why
And in my selfishness I realize
Sometimes things don`t go my way
So I`ve learned just how to compromise...