Disconnected lyrics

Disconnected, it`s the way that I wanted it to be
The cult electric is my favorite record of the week
`Cause I`m not feeling sweet

But I can`t say that when everyone is so judgmental
That I can`t play back all the times
When you were gentle `cause even you cant be true

It`s astounding what love can do to a city
Laurel Canyon was the best place for you and me to be
I chose the curtains and I dreamed a dream of domesticity
What a freak you made of me

Now Im on Zoloft because you told me I was crazy
And I won`t jump cause now I know you`d never catch me
And I can`t leave you because you swore you`d never let me
But even you, talk shit too.

It`s January when I jumped the fence of your backyard
Finish the fairy tale that you werent drunk enough to start.
It`s kind of scary when your lover leaves you for a movie star
And I`m still in the dark

But you have trained to watch my back and drop my standards
And you have shamed me since the first time you were with her
And you cant make me love your band or buy your records
`Cause you have tainted my respect for your adventures

And you will never have the chance to trace my futures
( It`s kinda scary when your lover leaves you )
And you will never make me feel like such a loser
( It`s kinda scary when your lover leaves you )
And you can`t have the past `cause I`m in love with the future
( It`s kinda scary when your lover leaves you )

( It`s kinda scary when your lover leaves you )
And I love the future
(????)
It`s kinda scary
And I`m in love with the future
Touch the sky
And I will kiss the gravel
Touch the sky
I`ll touch the sky-acapo