Drilled A Wire Through My Cheek lyrics

I try to stay on top of you
To hold your body down
Your shaking seems to hinder
Every grasp that I had found
Moving every inch around you
to diffuse your private bomb
I stretch my self surrounding
And protecting you from harm

I use a wallet for your mouth
So when you bite you will not bleed
I drilled a wire through my cheek
And let it down and out my sleeve
And now you`re pulling out the best of me
Yeah which never ever comes
This wire is all that`s left of me
And its hooked within my gums, within my gums

Chorus
So drill it, so drill it, so hard i feel it (so hard)…it`s Okay x2

I hate to show a need for this
I cut myself to shame
To get to know who this masochist
Who`s stolen my first name
Pretending he`s a teacher
Holding all my weight at ease
But the teacher seems to split in two
Destroying both his knees
and now crawling I position myself
Below your broken wings
I lift your feathered left arm
Where you hide your heart from me
I never noticed it was swollen
With a touch brutal pain
I never knew a heart could live inside
The rust from all your rain, all your rain

Chorus

I didn`t think to bring a washcloth
Or to rub away the dirt
Myself & I we share
This barely beating heart of hurt
and when the hurt comes there`s an argument
A fight to save a smile
A small attack on human tears
To dry them for a while
A dream we all should count on
Yeah a vision I believe
And where confidence is found
Attached to wires on our sleeve
And where loneliness is history
Told to pack your shit and leave
And when guidance is a fortune
Told to help in time of need
And where crying isn`t secret
It`s the art of how we grieve
And lessons are the key
To every goal I will achieve, I will achieve

Chorus x2