Today was unexpected nothing here is how I left it
Each day that passes by just seems to feed the lie
Closing in around me makes it so hard to see
Now I`m standing on a ledge my foot creeps closer to the edge
Friends all know what to say to make me push them away
What they can`t know about me makes it so hard to see
I`m not holding my tongue for you anymore
I`ll scream so loud `til I drown you out
Now you can`t hold me down anymore more
I`ll scream so loud I`ll scream so loud till I drown you out
So many days of silence too many destructive ways to vent
I hope they set something free didn`t know they were out to kill me
Today I`ll turn it all around pick myself off the ground
Sweat all the sickness out force all the demons down
Stand up and set it straight get it right before it`s too late
For now I`m feelin` fine left all the pain behind
It`s time to live my life I finally got it right
I`m not holding my tongue for you anymore
I`ll scream so loud `til I drown you out
Now you can`t hold me down anymore more
I can still taste the words on my tongue sayin` we`re ok
but when I raise my head up to see the darker side that isn`t me
So now I raise my hands up so tired of giving in throw this all away and start again