Drunk By Myself lyrics

Uhh, Uhh, Where am I going?
Where am I? Yo, it's ill

Yo my wife's tired of f***ing me
Life tries ducking me
Luckily I find 'em just at the right time
Mack in my right arm, Tequila bottle in

My left arm like Cristian
Watching my life go, keeping myself in
Wolves in the night yo, hells men
Two revolvers I can let twelve spin

Hop in my Benz, push it to the limit
Buck-sixty, who wit' me? My (?) to well
Twisted blunts and inner conscience
Telling me that I ain't s***

No matter how much cash I sit with
Still gotta ask the lord for forgiveness
My precious baby girl came like forty nights of rain
To replenish my adolescent brain

Blessed be her name, before her birth I was insane
So I drive the cooler pressure down, delay the pain
I ate from these poisonous, f***ed up streets
Tasted larceny, it was sweet, I starved for more to eat

Though I took, that was to live, hope God will forgive
As odd as it is, the more I gain the harder it is
To maintain, b****es playin' games
N****s snitchin', I ain't saying names

But y'all n****s better watch how y'all slang
Lost so many close n****s, drunk almost crashed
I'm going too fast, highway patrol will just flash
Lights in my rearview, if they stop me I hope they lock me

Instead they speed ahead
Yo n**** watch me

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I'm drunk by myself, gun under my seat
I don't want none of my peeps caught up in none of my beef
I'm a ride to the end of the road if I have to
Praying no car speeds by for me to crash to
Steering wheel in my hand
Trying to hold it steady
Anything in my way is dead
Cause that's the way I feel, I am already
When I'm drunk by myself alone in the zone
Drunk by myself

Heard n****s hate me, but I hated too once
Been in the shoes of a Wolf in the night when he hunts
For every shell n****s bust, we bust at ourselves
Can't tell them n****s nothing though, bullets wake 'em up well

Take them to hell
Stick up n****s once ran up on me
My deckited lifestyle attracted sharks on me
I ain't your mark homey

It's hard to look straight, my foot on the brake
Spilling my bottle not even shook of the Jakes
Could hardly look both ways, put out the hayes blurry vision
Think about the time in my life before I was in televison

Hell of a women, jealous n****s up in my vision
Since we all hood n****s expect kilos
For what they not seeing is police expect Rico
Only if I could take care of everybody, intoxicated

Windows up blastin A.C. going wherever instinct takes me
I hate it when I'm like this
The bottle's my accomplice

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The reason that I want to be alone
Tired of all the things that went wrong
That would have went right if I would have did it on my own
Take another swigg

The more I drink, the more I think bad thoughts
Fake friends who hung around who wanna bring you down
Not knowing who to trust, runors about n****s coming through
Supposedly to shoot at us, not knowing what was true

Or what to believe, that's why I'm on the low lately
Choosing a Henny bottle over a friend, lost again
To keep my mind off that weak s***
There's love through it all, things to live for

I swerve, almost crash into a wall
Think about the good, find myself laughing
Turn the cell off, no way to be reached
Know I'm near my crib, trying to see my way through the streets

Reminded of the positive, I take my drunk a** home
Start feeling out of it, can't wait to get out of this whip
Bring my a** to the crib
I'm tired...

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