All That You Have Is Still Not Enough lyrics

Bassicly I was just born bastard, long for green pastures
I am a pheonix, I was born from the ashes
The forms you take in the storm is what you makes strong
Anyone could perfrom like a charm when the waters calm
Ya`ll don`t know nothing `bout the things I`ve been faced with
Can ya`ll relate how I came from the basement?
I make the music and the same time faced it
I`ve been so close to my dreams I can taste it

Come on and punish me, the only thing that keeps me sane
I look to you for things I can not change
I need your blessing, do you approve?
My best was never good enough for you

So this is how it feels and it doesn`t feel so good
To you could have given up after giving all you could
Its been raining for so long its like the sun will never shine
I`ve been losing for so long, I think I fell too far behind

I`ve trailed beneath your icy waters, Im comming up for air
I`ve spent my whole life living for those who didn`t even care

So this is how it feels and it doesn`t feel so good
To know you could have given up after giving all you could
Its been raining for so long its like the sun will never shine
I`ve been losing for so long I think I fell too far behind

I sat and thought for a while today
I got depressed and put the smiles away, `cause I`ve been struggling
Since back in my childhood days,
I`ve been walkin` since forever still Im miles away
Maybe ya`ll never forgave for my wilder days,
even though now Im more wise in my ways Im losing faith in myself
Sometimes I doubt I`ll even make it myself,
Whose gonna give it to me, if I don`t take it myself?

Come on and punish me, the only thing that keeps me sane
I look to you for things I can not change
I need your blessing, do you approve?
My best was never good enough for you

So this is how it feels and it doesn`t feel so good
To know you could have given up after giving all you could
Its been raining for so long its like the sun will never shine
I`ve been losing for so long I think I fell too far behind