Econoline lyrics

I heard you call my name
Now it`s not the same
When I hear your voice
Half way across the country
Yeah, yeah!
Locked up in the van
You`ll never understand
Th manic that builds
This hole inside me
I have got responsibilities
You have got them too
I`m trying but what am I supposed to do
Every time I drift off in your blue eyes
Thinking about the angels voice on the phone
Get that sinking feeling
I`m never going home
Sometimes I let myself get so down
I can barely hold my head up to say
I`m alive and well
And I`m coming home someday
I`m on the outside
Looking in at what you said to me
Your words soft spoken in a dream
Another night alone
I saw your face you smiled at me
Just an illusion it may seem
Get it out of my head

So I`m stranded here
There`s so much more to fear
But I know it will be over someday
Everytime I think about your soft smile
Dreaming about the girl I needed to see
Feel a bit uneasy
Dark is upon me
Sometimes I let myself be afraid
If the next days going to fall
Then I tell myself it`s okay
Time has come to call

I`m on the outside
Looking in at what you said to me
Your words soft spoken in a dream
Another night alone I saw your face
You smiled at me
Just an illusion it may seem
Get it out of my head