Elegy lyrics

I am the stopwatch on a bomb.
I have no strength to carry on.
My valediction waits for me.
It makes me scared to go to sleep.
My destination can`t be far.
I`m in the backseat of this car.
My belt is buckled, locked and clasp
and im not sure how long this ride with last.
I`ve seen so much and i`ve had dreams
and i can`t tell you what they mean.
And I`ve been far. To far to see.
And where i`ve been is part of me.
And if my life goes flashing by.
Like they all say i hope that I
see my entire family.
It`s so much bigger than you`d ever thought it to be.
And I`ve heard songs and harmonies.
I`ve kept them here inside of me.
And I`ve had friends the best indeed
and who i`ve loved is part of me.
I can`t tell you how much you mean to me
never had any oppurtunity.
You`re not here to accept apologies.
Goodbye.