Everything I Want To Be lyrics

I find myself
I`m just awastin` ny time away
No matter what I do
It always ends up the same
One minute moves
Into the next
My life was simple
But now its complex
And it doesn`t seem to mean anything at all

And everything I want to be
Is just another silly dream, you see
But I`ll keep dreaming just the same

Sometimes it`s hard to be me
When people stand in my way
I get so easily discouraged
Well, what can I say
They try to mess you up
They try to push you around
They`ll do anything
To bring you down

I`m not gonna be
Stuck in mediocrity
When everybody`s trying to bring me
Back down to reality
Oh, why can`t they see
Just how much this means to me
Maybe one day I`ll be special

Your dreams special to you
But maybe others don`t care
It brings you down
When you find them disregarded
And when you`re out on your own
It`s hard to make yourself stay
And finish up what it was
That you once started

I`m not gonna be
Taken down that easily
When everybody`s trying to tell me
What I`m gonna have to be
Oh, why can`t they see
Just how much this means to me
Maybe one day I`ll be special
I`ll be special

It means nothing
It means everything
It means something to me

What you tryin` to say
I`m not gonna play
In this little game
That you have created for me
You had your chance to do
What you needed to
And now it`s time for me
To step right up and
Spin that wheel
This times for real

It`s not gonna work this time
Cause in the end it`s gonna to be mine
There`s no need for me to stay
Cause everything is gonna go
My way
My way, my way
My way
My way, my way, my way