Everything S Falling Apart lyrics

Oh dear God is this a test
Or is this for real
People tell me I have been blessed
Is this how it feels

I found what I have looked for at last
Lost it all because of my past
I wonder who is there to be seen
When the light goes out for me

And everything`s falling
Everything`s falling apart

By the time this hits the fan
Then I will be be gone
I`m giving up on all that I am
To search for the dawn

I`ll be doing all I can to stay warm
Tryin` to walk with grace through the storm
It`s hard to take it all like a man
When I don`t know who I am

And everything`s falling
Everything`s falling apart

Now the only thing that I really want
Is the only thing that cannot be bought
Can we make another try
I know that it doesn`t matter really but
Tell me
Why

Everything`s falling
Everything`s falling apart