Existing In A Crisis Evelyn lyrics

I`m so tired of the stupid games you play

If I sat outside would you come watch me wait?

If I had a gun and shot it at your face?

Would you promise not to get out of the way?

If you happen to be able to avoid

My first attack I`ll put a knife against your throat

and cut an inch for every time I lost my self-control

When you made me do the things I did at night when I got home



But I thought you`d change, and realize that today(Today)

(Evelyn) (I know you lied) I`d tell you that I`m alive for the first time

and I`m beggin you to leave here now, beggin you to stay away from me,

(I know you lied) I`d tell you that I`m alive for the first time

and I`m beggin you to leave me now, beggin you to die painfully(to die painfully)



This brings us to the backup of my plan,

Maybe I`ll just have to strangle you with my bare hands,

Then you`ll have to adhere to my demands,

And occupy a shallow grave, as shallow as you are



But I thought they`d change, and things just stay the same,

(Evelyn) (I know you lied) I`d tell you that I`m alive for the first time

and I`m beggin you to leave here now, beggin you to stay away from me,

(I know you lied) I`d tell you that I`m alive for the first time

and I`m beggin you to leave me now, beggin you to die



Sometimes intent leads, leads to stagnance,

and stagnance, leads to contempt, comtempt leads to,

the present [x2]



But I thought you`d change, and realize that today(Today)

(Evelyn) (I know you lied) I`d tell you that I`m alive for the first time

and I`m beggin you to leave here now, beggin you to stay away from me,

(I know you lied) I`d tell you that I`m alive for the first time

and I`m beggin you to leave me now, beggin you to die painfully



(Evelyn) (I know you lied) I`d tell you that I`m alive for the first time

and I`m beggin you to leave here now, beggin you to stay away from me[x2]