I`ve thrown away again the pills that make me
I`ve thrown away again the chance to want to change
I`ve thrown away again I`m standing all alone
I`ve thrown away again
Eyes wired shut running through my brain
Pulling back the skin it happens we`re getting older
Eyes wired shut running through my brain
It`s all the same but in the end it keeps me coming
I`ve blown away again the fear of failing
I`ve blown away again the lies that make me sane
I`ve blown away the chance to make it right
I want to be I want to see I want to make it back to me