Question myself till I bleed
Will I live to spoil another day
The answers lost in mud
I won`t if it goes on this way
And what if you discovered that
I could not give a fuck
Would you crumble, start to fall
Just like I have a hundred times before
Blacken my face
Distort my features
I`ll be no-one soon
I was told to bank on 70
22`s been hard enough
Search for a space to hide in
The life I have`s too much
Feeble-minded, fickle and worthless
Sickened by my blind incompetence
Can`t even pay the rent
And I can`t see a way out
Blacken my face
Distort my features
alone - on my own - I fight but I will not win
I have been wrong - misled - and now I feel dead
Put in goal for the millionth time
Not a scratch on anyone else
Fuck you - can`t even erase my self
I don`t want to be here - living with fear
So whilst I hunt for the exit - keep the fuck out of my way
And you should know by now no one fucking hurts you like you hurt yourself