Five lyrics

I remember it was the month October
In a garage I was standing scared and somber
I could smell your breathing and the pain your leaving
So ashamed I'm feeling
And now I am left to fate

For all the times I'd be losing my mind
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy
And you make me suffer motherfucker
Ripped my heart out
It was so good

I remember words that never left me
For a scull of silver here's what you'd do for me
If you tell, I'll kill you
Rip the child out from you
Wish that I could stop you
Please god make this go away

For all the times I've been losing my mind
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy
And you make me suffer, mother fucker
Ripped my heart out
Innocence was lost

And I feel it
I can't take it
I don't want it
Anymore

Was only five
And I feel it
Can't take it anymore

For all the times I heard you
Say in my god damned mind
Make it sooner if I suck you
I'd make you suffer
Make you suffer
Motherfucker

For all the times I'd be losing my mind
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy
And you make me suffer, motherfucker
Ripped my heart out
I was only five
Five