From Here On Then lyrics

Didnt really know what I was looking for
But I knew I was something I needed
A thing that I wanted to possess
Thought I found it for a moment
Not The right feeling in my head

Then I stopped, big whole blank
I was alone
Then I stopped big whole blank
The obsession ceased, cleared my mind

She appeared in my life
Was O.K. for a while
Started to miss her every time she walked away

Made me realised that love can be found
When it only exist
Some are laughing at me now
But those dont and never will
Know what I feel, and thats the worst thing ever