Hate Made Me lyrics

You`re gripping my hand not letting go of it
Why don`t you leave me alone
Too bleed to death I`m nothing but trouble
Can`t you understand that
My decision is made no-ones controlling it
The fear of life it`s fucking worth dying
Even though its all in the head
I keep on wishing i was just dead

Pain is real
Misery i feel
Hate made me
I can not break free

This is my life in vain
All these lives I`ve changed
Rising above my loss
Leaving the things I`ve crossed

My decision is made you can`t betray me
It`s not worth living with things I`ve seen
I know you`re trying to keep me sane
But the only thing I`m going insane
Never mind what`s on my mind
I`ve been keeping it in far too long
Even though my life is a waste
There`s lots of things I`m yet to taste